yesterday was one of the best days ever.
under the weight of alcohol, i spent some quality time and conversations with one of my best friends.
i felt bad when i saw phil though, he completely avoided me even though he knew i was there, even going as far as to walk right in front of the bar where i was, grab a glass and turn completely around without even looking up.
in other news, under the weight of alcohol, mike and i reinforced our theory of double clapping. it works, shut up. AND AND AND, MY ALL TIME CRUSH, aka Blue Jay, the super cute DJ at Halo, danced with us. for a few songs. mike was going to shove me into him, and i was going to ask him to dance, but just as i got the courage to do so, he went back to the booth. :( i ♥ him. seriously. ♥
and also, i had a very disturbing dream in which corey and i went to a party and in the basement there was a screen set up and some movie/music documentary was set up. i was down there by myself, corey was upstairs somewhere and there were nothing but guys there. one tall guy moved right in front of me and was blocking my view of the screen so i yelled (under the weight of a little alcohol) that "some people are assholes and should stick to the back". he turned around and started pushing me and yelling at me, then a few of his friends came over and they were grabbing me in inappropriate places and ripping off some of my clothes. after it was all finished, i was shakey and i texted corey and said "we need to leave, i have to get out of here" and he writes back "well i'll see you later then"
and i started to cry.
but, under the weight of alcohol... I must admist i was charmed by your advances... your advantage left me helplessly into you., this could be a huge problem....